Today was a new symptom. Today’s symptom was sounding like a robot. I was having a conversation with someone and I was literally talking like a t.v. robot. I was putting spaces in between each word. It was kind of amusing and it took every ounce of energy and concetration to carry a conversation which made my head hurt. It literally hurt to think.
I’ve also been crying because not of loneliness but because, I feel alienated…and scared because I have to go through these symptoms by myself. It’s scary to know I may have temperary blindness or possibly lapsing into a coma while I’m knapping.
I step outside everyday so I don’t become claustrophobic. It’s hot here in Texas right now but I need fresh air and sunlight.
I’m going to try to draw or paint just to keep my mind busy. It’s going to be a long week.