Pantera – Suicide Note Pt. I + Lyrics (HD): http://youtu.be/vtys0BwT0R0
” Would you look at me now? Can you tell I’m a man? With these scars on my wrist to prove I’ll try again.”
This woman that I knew of, she was from my home town. She committed suicide. I’ve been thinking about her all day. I even prayed my rosary in her honor. She had fives kids. She had everything; house, car and even a couple of motorcycles. She looked so well put together all the time and yet she chose to end it all. I wonder what was going through her head when she did it? Which means that even someone who has it all can soccum to suicide. I have been in deep thought lately. I’ve had a very stressful and disappointing year. I won’t go into any details but it leaves me to question my own existence and purpose on this earth. Will I be missed if I were to actually do it? What kind of impact or influence do I have on people’s lives? Am I somebody’s friend or their token/”charity case” to get in good with God? Does somebody love me? What is stopping me from killing myself?